Heartless

You know what?

I sometimes think of myself as a heartless bitch. (That felt good!)

I don't like little kids. They're scary, and I have no idea whatsoever how to communicate with them.

Babies are better, since all they do is sleep. (Hopefully)

People my age... Uh, better I guess. Topics of conversation are slightly easier, unless they speak a whole different language.

People older than me (okay, those aged 30 and above)... Well, they usually ignore us "youngsters", so I'm totally fine with it.

I guess it's just that I feel more comfortable by myself or with just a small circle of friends. I like to watch other people, observe what they do, how they react, etc. Maybe subconsciously, I'm just trying to learn something from people's interactions with each other.

Oh wait, that's irony for you. Me being an Interactor in high school and all.

Oh, and last of all, Sao Lee, if you're reading this...

I'm a bitch because I haven't finished Part II of your present yet and I have no idea what content to throw in and I really need some inspiration/ideas. =/ Oops!

First Post of 2010

Hey, it's been a while. It's already the 2nd month of 2010 and here I am posting my first entry for the year.

It hasn't been such a great year so far. I've been sick, I've been sad, I've been disappointed... but there's also been some laughter mixed up in it, so I guess that's okay. Of course, a little retail therapy goes a long way.

It's been on my mind long enough. Every post in my blog(s) are my thoughts at that particular moment in time. I guess that's why most of us blog anyway - to set free our thoughts and ideas, share our experiences, in the hope that it'll bring us some relief. Well, that's definitely the case for me.

I've had this song stuck in my head for the past few days. It's Brian McKnight's "Back At One".

One, you're like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you
Three, girl it's plain to see
That you're the only one for me and
Four, repeat steps one through three
Five, make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I'll start back at one

All I can say is... Wow ❤